jenziLLaa.

let's give it a try.

2008-08-11T07:55:48Z

i just realized that my vox page is bright and colorful, but the information within it is dark. should i change my layout? it's contradicting itself haha. anyways, lately i've been feeling pretty okay. except for him. myco just haunts me and it ma...

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don't trust me.

2008-08-04T22:31:45Z

am i wrong? to feel that i dont miss or like myco anymore, kinda. or to feel no "like" emotions towards alan. or even that i am losing that loving feeling towards my friends. i'm actually really emotionless. so i read myco's letter and i couldnt s...

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a new break up story, again.

2008-08-02T23:48:23Z

okay, quick & easy, he broke up with me. it was a long day, and it ended horribly. we were in a fight for two days (since wednesday, july 31) and we didnt talk to each other. then friday night finally came and he was training at my workplace so th...

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i cant leave you because you have my past.

2008-08-01T23:11:34Z

its all about love, trust, & respect; or so i hear it is. in my relationship, none of them exist except for love. can a relationship strive on nothing but love? i thought 'love' was supposed to come with trust and respect. if you really love them,...

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we'll go away today and forget the rest.

2008-07-31T22:58:35Z

days go by and it's all the same; sleep, eat, & work. i've heard that some would see this as security, but others see it as being in a rut. my boyfriend, the "love of my life", is now just a guy that exists in my life. i am starting to see him as ...

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oh, it cuts me so deep.

2008-07-16T05:40:40Z

baby, take me to kokomo. it's some fantasy island in the hit song "kokomo" by the beach boys. their songs are just lovely. lately, i havent been hurt often, just empty. sigh, i have a dentist appointment tomorrow. every time i go, there's some typ...

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bullshit.

2008-06-30T08:05:46Z

everythings blowing up in my face. i keep telling people, "dont trip, i'm fine" or "yeah of course i'm okay" or "everythings going great" but its not. i hate everything and everything irritates me. i am a ridiculous person and i get uneasy about r...

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short entry.

2008-06-19T08:11:35Z

honestly, i dont care much for summer. its okay if it turns out to be a bad summer, it's still just days gone by. summer is just the time to relax and you have more time to do more things, but if it doesnt turn out the way i want it to, thats okay...

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reminder: come back.

2008-06-18T07:50:07Z

step by step, i was getting there. slowly or not, i was still getting there. i was walking on the road to recovery, recovery from all this pain and bullshit and past incidents, but he made me fall all over again. sigh, so for the past couple of da...

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1:47pm june 12, 2008.

2008-06-12T20:47:10Z

j. HANG was here. hi jenn. LOL i got so scared when i saw my blog cause i was like wtf when did i write this? YOU FREAK!

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